i dont know if ill post this but if I need up doing so thanks for reading. I really hope no one i know finds this because they will know who i’m talking about right away. You guys are the fist to know about this crush I haven’t told anyone and i’m not even sure myself, just let me know you option.
So i think i. Like this boy i think i. Do i just don't think i can accept the fact because what if he doesn’t like me and also we’re friends so i think it pretty weird to think of him in this way I'm my option…idk. So here is this boy i think i like and so many things/tension has happen between up like one time we were going on a school trip and i sat next to my sister and he sat alone behind us and we didn’t talk much during the trip because we were both with our friend groups and we would occasionally talk about the art peaces because it was at a museum and he saw i was a bit frustrated, i don't even remember why i was but he gave me a hug to comfort me then we talk about some art peace that we saw and ended up splitting ways to be with our friends then we didn’t really hang around each other till…we were getting towards the end of the trip were everyone was just looking around having fun then me, him, and my sister started to talk we were just chatting yapping have a great, funny, positive convo the me and him started to walk and then out of nowhere my sister Peter just walks off with one of her friends and it just me and him looking at the art and talking (he’s making fun of me for passing my drivers test and he’s laughing at my “bad posture”) whatever i have my permit now. And then we started to talk about how what if everyone one was looking for us and we just over here dilly Dowling….then i get a call my sister is yell we are about leave and no one can leave until we get back and his friend calls him asking where he is and we rush back to everyone looking at us asking questions we brush them off and enjoy the rest of the trip and this was a club trip so everyone knew every one which mad it more embarrassing. Smh
Here’s another time for an example you how i mentioned the track meet in my last post so this is what happen, this one isn’t as interesting as the last one but its a track meet and we had to take a hour bus ride there and the boys and girls had to share a bus this time so i sat in the back by myself not with my sister because we thought the boys were getting the own bus so we call get our own seat mind you everyone on the track team is really close so everyone knows everyone, so the boys board the bus and everyone is confused as to why the boys didn’t have a bus so we had to shared. My sister sat next to our other friend and he’s tall so she was bit annoyed when he sat next to her because his leg are long so he used her as a back rest because he had to sit sideways and guess who sits next to me…and guess who the same problem, yea so he laid on me using as a back rest, head rest damn there every thing and we sat like this there and back. But on the way back he took my iPad and watched avatar smh then his back was lowkey heavy but I didn’t mind because he was warm he said he was hot but i said i was cold buy guy he used my thigh as any arm rest like…one girl which is my friend thought we were “ booted up” when he was lying on me but we had to tell her no so you guys get the vision
Dose he like or is he just being friendly?
What should do, should i just wait to see what happens?
What’s you option? Am i being delulu?
